So today I taught math and one of my students had a nervous breakdown because he didn't understand the worksheet. He made a big scene and banged around so I told him to stay in from recess. During recess I watched as he cried and told me his frustration with being stupid and not knowing how to do the worksheet. I wanted to badly to wrap my arms around him and tell him that I knew he could do it and that is why I asked him to. I wanted to tell him that I was feeling the same way and had shed many tears that very morning over what I was feeling.
The rest of the day I thought about my relationship with my Father in Heaven and I realized that he had given me the opportunity to see a small glimpse of how he feels. He has so many great expectations for me and my life and it is overwhelming sometimes because I don't have those expectations for myself. I often times sell myself short and cry and throw my tantrums and just say I can't do it.
Well, that student cried through his whole recess and then 10 minutes later came and handed me the completed worksheet. I decided then that I would put my best foot forward and try to live up to the expectations put on me because the Lord will not ask us to do anything that we can't!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
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2 comments:
What a great lesson.
Well, I am kind of surprised at you being frustrated around somebody having a math meltdown since you grew up in a home with a few math meltdown types...:) but leave it to you to teach us all the wonderful life lessons that you learn as you grow. Thanks for helping us to grow. I love you tons, mom
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